Well, I just got some exciting news. For now, you will have to trust me because I need to work out details before I make an official announcement. This Quest is about so much more than just me working out and competing at the U.S. Open. That is the core of the whole thing (and that is big enough by itself, believe me!), yes, but when you step out and go for something like this, it affects a lot of people. I have people walk up to me everyday or email me or even phone me and tell me they saw this blog and are supporting me. Furthermore I have had a few people tell me they are inspired and want to start working out again, or they are going to get involved in the martial arts. That is HUGE, people!
With that in mind, I always want to find ways to give back and to help others on their own Quest. In the meantime, I have some people who have stepped up to say they will help me as well. In the next few days (I hope) I am going to be able to make a couple of announcements that, at least to me, are very, very cool. Stay tuned.
By the way, I had someone say to me the other day that I must be doing this full-time and get paid for it and no wonder I can find all this time to train...blah, blah, blah! I wanted to introduce him to Mr. Roundhouse! (I didn't, don't worry!)
Let me say...I don't do this full-time (though I will certainly entertain that option in the future), and I don't get paid for doing all this. In fact, I am working full-time at another job, launching a small business in spare time (actually Holly focuses most on this now that I am pursuing the U.S. Open), am first and foremost a Husband and a Father of two sons (one of which is dual-enrolled in High School and College - and is my primary training partner, the other is a toddler - HA!), and am seeking further employment as my primary job is shutting down due to a national closing in the very near future. I have spent the past couple of years overcoming injury and a depression that I thought was going to wipe me out (which is why I stepped away from my professional line of work after nearly 20 years)! I still struggle with all of that sometimes. I struggle with this Quest. Sometimes "Quest" is short for "Questions" for me...but I push on!
Training sometimes is in the middle of the night, or before everybody else is up and around. I don't have a lot of equipment...jumprope, punching mits, a mountain bike, and a very old weight set, and an open space in the backyard. It's all pretty rustic. I kinda feel like Rocky when he went to live in that barn and workout in the wild. Most of the time it is pretty cool, to be honest. I feel like I am connected to a long line of warriors who didn't have all the modern "necessities" that we have today. Though, I will admit that stuff would probably help sometimes.
I'm like most of you in that I do the best I can with what I've got. I do feel immensely blessed because of who has stepped into my corner as a coach, Lauren Kearney (http://www.laurenkearney.com), and I feel a great deal of support from all my friends at http://www.kickgen.com, and of course, I have 24/7 support from my family.
The reality is I am like most of you in that I have stuff I have to do everyday, and I have struggles I have to face everyday... The only difference may be that I know I still have a Champion's Heart and Mind through it all, no matter what has happened, and no matter what will happen, and I can do this and I have decided to do this. I live with a lot of Grace that has been shown me, and I am thankful. I am thankful I can still step out and train and even attempt something like the U.S. Open.
So, there is a lot more to this than you might think. It is certainly multi-layered and not easy at all.
Soon, I will make some exciting announcements. For now, I am going to try and catch a 20-minute nap before work. The lat night training last night and the training today has worn me slap out. Just for the record...I absolutely despise being slapped in the face by low-hanging branches that I can't see when drivers blast their beams in my eyes while biking near the highway (on a sidewalk).
If you see me out biking in the middle of the night, please go drive somewhere else so I don't see spots for the next 2 miles, and I don't get mauled by tree branches that somehow are mysteriously not there in the daytime!
Ride on!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
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